Frustration

[jessicatheviking]

Hello, new story! Enjoy!

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Devon had just sat down at the bar in her favorite pub. James, the bartender, saw her and instantly knew that she was feeling down.

Coming over he said, "Hey Devon, what can I get for you tonight?".

She said, "I'll just have a shot of Weller.".

James sighed, "That bad, huh?".

She sighed, "Yeah.".

Soon James had brought back her shot of W.L. Weller bourbon.

Setting it down, "Here you go girl. Anything you wanna talk about?".

James had become like a big brother to Devon since she had moved into town for college. He had seen pretty much everything but still had a soft spot for Devon. It was in no way creepy or anything he just genuinely cared about her because he saw what a great person she was.

Sighing again Devon said, "It's just the same old shit. I just don't understand how I always find these incredibly fucked up guys. I mean, at first they seem great, but then they just turn out to be... hell, even asshole is too good for them. They're just immature little pricks.".

James sighed, "I know it sucks but unlike the ninety nine percent of people who come in here, you actually know your worth and won't settle for less. And you shouldn't. Do you know how many people I talk to every night about their horrible relationships?".

Smiling Devon said, "I know. It just pisses me off. It doesn't seem like it should be this hard.".

James smiled, "You're right, it shouldn't be. But you are worth it so don't give up, ok?".

She smiled, "Ok James.".

Then looking more serious, "Really though, thanks. You're a really great friend. I appreciate how you believe in me.".

James smiled, "You deserve it. I've gotta take care of these other customers now but we'll talk more.".

Devon took a sip of her bourbon, "Fuck this is so good. No wonder a lot of people say that it's up there with Pappy Van Winkle. As she let the flavor roll down her tongue and the vapors waft up through her nose she thought about her latest romantic encounter. It was certainly less than expected. Then she tossed back the rest of the shot.

Coming back around James asked, "You up for another one?".

Devon replied, "Hell yes.".

After setting down her next shot James asked, "So, what happened?".

Devon sighed, "I thought he was cute, I liked his personality and all of that... it's like I said though, he just seemed so immature.".

James tried to be neutral but supportive and asked, "What do you mean by immature?".

Devon frowned, "I mean, he couldn't make simple decisions or take charge in any way. It was almost like he was waiting for me to give him approval or something.".

Smiling James said, "Ok. So, what I'm hearing from you is that you want a guy to take charge for you?".

Frowning Devon said, "Oh hell no.".

Then she gasped, "What the fuck?".

Grinning James said, "So, tell me if I'm wrong, but what I'm hearing is that you're pissed that these guys are immature little pricks but at the same time you don't want them to take charge. Am I hearing this right?".

Devon was taken back and said, "Well shit, I guess so. What the fuck?".

James smiled, "Look Devon, I'm going to level with you. You're the only woman that I serve Weller to. Even though you are a beautiful woman, our discussions are more like when I'm talking to another guy. Now, obviously there's nothing wrong with that. All I'm saying is that maybe it's time for you to approach things from another angle.".

Puzzled Devon asked, "What do you mean?".

James said, "Well, maybe, just maybe it's time for you to stop waiting for a guy to take charge. Maybe it's time for you to take charge.".

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[jhunter]

Hm. Not an uncommon start. Lets see how things proceed.

[phil123]

Great start and would like to read the next chapter

[jessicatheviking]

Hello! Here's the next part!

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At first Devon was a little pissed. But James was always completely honest with her so she wanted to take what he said seriously.

"What do you mean 'take charge'? And while you think about your answer, how about another shot?".

James smiled, "Sure thing.".

Setting down her shot she smiled, "Thanks.".

James said, "No problem. Now about what I mean by take charge. Earlier you mentioned how it was almost like this guy was waiting for you to give him approval or something, right?".

Devon frowned, "Yeah, so?".

James smiled, "Yeah, so the thing is he was waiting for you to give him approval. I see it in here all the time. I don't quite know how to explain it but a shift has happened. More and more men want women to take charge and more and more women are wanting to take charge. You yourself said that you don't want a guy to take charge. Maybe these guys aren't immature, maybe they're waiting for you to step up.".

Devon was kind of taken back, "But I always thought that it was supposed to be the other way around?".

James grinned, "Really think about that, is that what you really want? That old kind of movie romance where the man has to sweep you off your feet and you just fall in line?".

She frowned, "Oh hell no.".

James laughed, "Exactly.".

Devon was really struggling to wrap her head around this but at the same time what James was saying made sense.

James said, "How about this, how about you just try it on. Get yourself in the right headspace and ask a guy out and just step up and do all of the things you think a guy is 'supposed' to do. Then just see how it goes.".

She was like, "Ok, I'll give it a try".

[jessicatheviking]

Hello, next part!

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Devon didn't think this would really work and she kinda just wanted to get it over with. So she thought, 'Fuck it. I'm just gonna find some random guy here and let it blow up in front of James.'.

Looking around she saw a guy she thought was cute. After skulling the rest of her shot she got up and went over to him.

He said, "Um, hi. I'm Jesse.".

Suddenly she remembered a TikTok video she had seen of this girl walking up to random guys and telling them to put their numbers into her phone. They actually did even though they were thrown off by the girl's directness. Devon decided to be just as over the top.

She said, "I'm Devon and I want to take you out to dinner right now.".

Jesse blushed and said, "Um, yeah, that sounds great. Where do you want to take me?".

Now Devon was thrown off. She was sure this guy was gonna turn her down but not only did he say yes, he clearly acknowledged that Devon was in the driver's seat and he was submitting to her.

Slightly turned on Devon embraced this seemingly hidden part of her personality and didn't miss a beat, "There's a great steakhouse just around the corner and they serve great whiskey. We're going there. And just so there's no awkward bullshit, I'll be paying. Ok?".

Jesse blushed even redder and was starting to get a hard on, "Tha.. That sounds amazing.".

Devon wasn't quite sure what to think so she leaned into all of it even harder.

She said, "Ok, let's go. Don't keep me waiting.".

Jesse said, "Yes Devon.".

At that moment it was like a lightning bolt hit her. She had never been more turned on in her life and nearly gasped as she shuddered in pleasure.

Devon thought, "What the fuck was that? Holy shit, that was intense. Fuck, what if James is right? Damn it, I can't let him have that satisfaction. I have to walk out of here with Jesse as if it's all but painful.".

Clearly taking charge and leading Jesse out she walked by the bar as James just grinned and Devon rolled her eyes in protest.

[jessicatheviking]

Hey, next part!

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As they left the pub and were walking towards the steakhouse Jesse awkwardly started to ask, "So where are you from?".

Devon didn't understand what was happening but that question did nothing more than piss her off. She hated that small talk shit and now that she was taking charge of this date she just wasn't going to put up with it.

Turning to face Jesse she said, "Did I give you permission to ask questions?".

Even Devon was surprised by her assertiveness, nonetheless Jesse replied, "No, you didn't. I'm sorry Devon. It won't happen again.".

Devon gasped as her vagina was literally throbbing now. She still didn't understand what was happening but it was like the train had left the station on this situation and now there was no way to stop it. She couldn't believe how submissive Jesse was being and how much that was turning her on.

She just replied, "Damn right it won't.".

Soon they were at the steakhouse and sat down at their table. The waitress took their orders and was gone. Devon was feeling a little conflicted about how she was acting. On the one hand she was extremely turned on. On the other she didn't want to make Jesse feel bad.

She said, "Look Jesse, I'm sorry if I came on too strong back there, I've just been dealing with a lot of frustration lately and I'm sorry if I made you feel bad by taking it out on you.".

Jesse smiled, "Actually, I don't feel bad at all. It's super refreshing and totally turns me on how you're able to completely take charge. I love it. In fact, I would love to show my appreciation if that's ok with you.".

Devon frowned, "What do you mean, 'show your appreciation'?".

Jesse smiled, "It would be easier to show you if that's ok?".

Devon said, "Fine, ok.".

Jesse got up out of the stool he was sitting on and got down on one knee and kissed Devon's foot.

He said, "You are incredibly sexy and I'm so thankful to be here with you right now. Thank you for asking me out and being in charge.".

Devon experienced a wave of desire more intense than anything she could have imagined and was now craving even more. A switch had flipped in her and she just couldn't hold back.

She looked down at Jesse and said, "Why did you stop there? Kiss the other foot, bitch.".

[jessicatheviking]

Hi, here is the next part bitches!!!!

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With zero hesitation Jesse said, "Yass Queen.". And kissed her other foot.

Not stopping there he said, "How else may I serve you?".

Devon was just about to lose her shit. On the one hand she loved the dominance she was displaying and that Jesse was responding to. On the other, she felt a little twinge of guilt. The thing was that James had encouraged her to try this and she really did trust and respect him. So she decided to fully embrace the idea of taking charge in that moment.

Looking down Devon said, "You can serve me by getting under this tablecloth and pleasuring me the way that I deserve as your Queen. Is that clear little bitch?!!".

Devon was a little surprised by her assertiveness but she was even more surprised by Jesse's submissiveness.

Kneeling down under the tablecloth Jesse said, "Yes my Queen."

Completely obeying Devon, Jesse began pleasuring her. She couldn't believe the intense pleasure she was experiencing. There was still a twinge of guilt until she realized that as she orgasmed, Jesse orgasmed at the same time.

Devon thought to herself, "Holy shit. Did Jesse just get off by pleasuring me? I mean, if that's true then it's totally, insanely hot. If that's true then that means that I brought Jesse pleasure by... holy fuck, dominating him.".

Devon was going to need a little more time to process all of this.

[wowser1016]

You are quite a prolific writer white your stories are interesting and fun. Good job!

[phil123]

Great and intense. Now she will get some more physical strenght to be in charge.

[jessicatheviking]

Thanks for the compliments wowser and phil!

Here's the next part! Enjoy!

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Just because she was going to need to process this didn't mean that she wasn't going to enjoy herself now. She decided that Jesse was a grown ass man and could stop any time he wanted so his submission was voluntary. In fact she noticed that he was still kneeling under the table after pleasuring her.

"Why are you still down there?".

Jesse replied, "Because you haven't given me permission to get up.".

Much to Devon's surprise she relished his response and was already becoming more comfortable with her dominance. It almost felt like this was who she had been all along which did make her feel a little conflicted but it was just turning her on so fucking much that she couldn't stop.

Smiling, she looked down and said, "Damn right I didn't. You can get up now.".

Jesse got up and after sitting down said, "May I tell you something?".

Devon was getting turned on again and said, "You may.".

He smiled, "Thank you Queen. The truth is this is absolutely incredible. I have fantasized about being with a dominant woman for a really long time. It seems like this might be new to you and I can see how you might feel conflicted about all of this. I just want you to know though, that it's even better than I could have imagined. You are fucking incredible and I'm loving all of this. I know that it's improper to beg a Queen so I won't. I'll simply say I crave more and willingly submit myself to you and I will pour myself into pleasing you so that hopefully you will want this to continue.".

She couldn't understand why this was happening but she was totally loving it and wanted more. It was so weird how this felt so natural for her and now that she had a few shots of whiskey in her and with Jesse basically giving her full consent, she was done holding back.

Fully embracing her dominant side she replied, "You're right, I am fucking incredible and you definitely should never beg me for anything. Even though I might be new to this, right now I'm done holding back. So you're going to need to chose a safeword because I fully intend on making you my bitch tonight.".

[jessicatheviking]

Hey! Next part, enjoy!!!

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Jesse gasped, "Yes Queen.".

Devon felt a flood of feelings she had never had before and scowled at Jesse, "Queen is beneath me. I'm a fucking goddess.".

Barely able to catch his breath Jesse said, "Yes Goddess.".

After they finished their dinner Devon took Jesse to an adult boutique store. She was so incredibly turned on and overwhelmed by her dominance that she just couldn't help herself and picked out a strapon, a collar and leash and a cock cage. On the way to the checkout she saw a super cute dress and looked at Jesse.

"Do you know how to put on makeup, bitch?".

Jesse eagerly replied, "Yes Goddess.".

Very pleased, Devon grabbed the dress for Jesse.

Once they checked out Devon took Jesse back to her place and commanded Jesse to put on makeup, the collar and leash, and the dress. She was waiting for Devon in her strapon and had his cock cage ready to put on him. Once Jesse came out she couldn't believe how hot he looked as a girl.

"Fuck me, you are one sexy little bitch. Get over here and kneel before me!".

He immediately obeyed and she put the cock cage on him.

"What's your safeword bitch?".

Instantly replying he said, "Trapezoid.".

Devon still didn't understand what was happening but she just couldn't help herself and said, "Good, because you're going to fucking need it.".

Reaching down she relished the feelings of power she had as she put his cock cage on him.

She really didn't know where this was coming from but she just couldn't stop and bellowed, "It's time to serve your fucking Goddess now!!!!".

Shoving Jesse over to the bed she grabbed his leash and brutally mounted him with her strapon. As she fucked Jesse and he obeyed like a good little bitch it felt like time stood still for her. She absolutely loved this and suddenly realized that she would never be the same again. There was only one thing that she didn't like about her dominance. She loathed the fact that she wasn't stronger than Jesse. She fucking despised the fact that she wasn't strong enough to do the things she wanted to do to him. In that moment she decided that she would do whatever it took to change that forever.

[phil123]

Now the frustation will end when she gets bigger than him. So he gets frustrated.

[jessicatheviking]

Thanks phil!!

Here is the next part!!!

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After she was done she commanded Jesse, "Go get cleaned up and get ready to go.".

Jesse, still panting, said, "Yes Goddess.".

Devon was still wearing her strapon as Jesse came out of the bathroom from cleaning up.

Jesse said, "Thank you Goddess.".

Devon replied, "Go home and think about how you can serve me better, bitch.".

Jesse gasped, "Yes Goddess." and left.

Devon went to the full length mirror in her bedroom and looked at herself for a long time. She couldn't get over what had happened and how naturally it came to her. Whatever part of her that felt any guilt for being so dominant was being completely replaced by her excitement over wanting to start lifting weights and getting fucking huge. Grabbing the dildo she was wearing she imagined herself with gigantic muscles like she had seen online.

Fantasizing about being enormous she said, "I will be fucking gigantic!".

It turned out that Devon was going to college to get her pharmacy degree. That being the case she had access to things most people didn't, like hgh and steroids. During the next couple of days she went down a rabbit hole of what to take to get absolutely massive. Soon she had put together a program to make massive gains. At 5' 9" she wasn't short so she was going to have to put on a lot of muscle to look big. She knew that it wouldn't be very long until she was stronger than most men. The thing was though, she wanted to look bigger so that everyone would adore her.

For the next few weeks Devon lifted, ate and injected steroids and other compounds like crazy. The results were just a little scary. She had leaned out and now weighed 150 lbs. Her abs were defined, she had clearly bulging biceps, triceps and delts and her traps were now elevating around her expanding neck. Her jeans were no longer able to contain her expanding quads, glutes and calves so she decided to get leggings that would stretch around her growing body. She hadn't been to the bar for a while so James was in for a big surprise once she went back.

[jessicatheviking]

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Those few weeks had brought about significant changes in Devon's mind as well. Where she used to be a little hesitant and conflicted in taking charge she now felt very comfortable with it and loved it. Her previous frustration with dating was now pouring out of her in the form of pure dominance. Jesse was already her well trained bitch and had become able to anticipate her desires and serve her without her needing to micromanage him.

A few more weeks went by and Devon was training like a beast. She felt like the harder she pushed and the more dominant she became the more she was embracing who she really was. Now thirty pounds heavier she was starting to get huge at 180 lbs of solid, densely packed muscle. Everything about her body was now thicker and more powerful. Her quads were so big now that she walked with a wider stance and swagger to accommodate their increasing size. Her upper body had filled out to the point where she now had to wear men's shirts and even then they were tight around her huge delts, pecs, biceps and triceps.

Snapping her fingers Jesse came in and kneeled before her as she pointed to her now one and a half inch long clit and he immediately began sucking it.

Leaning her head back with her huge, muscular neck she moaned, "Fuck yes! You have become such an obedient little bitch to me. I love being your Goddess.". Looking down at Jesse and pulling his head back by the hair she said, "You know that I'm only going to become more dominant, right?".

Jesse smiled, "Yes Goddess, I eagerly welcome it and willingly submit to you and serve you.".

Devon moaned as she shoved his face back into her clit and said, "Fuck yes!".

Later that evening Devon wanted to go out to the bar. Walking in with Jesse behind her, clearly submissive to her, she walked up to the bar as everyone turned to look at her. She loved the attention and how her dress was so tiny that it left practically nothing to the imagination. Everyone could clearly see what a gorgeous goddess she had become.

James turned around and saw Devon and his jaw dropped, "Holy shit! Devon, oh my god, you're huge and look absolutely amazing!".

She smiled, "I am and I do. How about a shot of Weller?".

James smiled, slightly nervously, "Of course.". Turning to Jesse, James asked, "And for you?".

Devon smiled as Jesse looked at her and she said, "I drink first and he drinks when I say he can, which isn't now.".

A little surprised, James said, "Oh, of course. I'll get your Weller.".

Once he came back, Jesse had gone to the bathroom so he could talk to Devon one on one.

"So, um, damn girl. I suggested that you take charge but this is, wow.".

She smiled, "I know. But after taking Jesse home that night something changed in me and it just felt like I was embracing who I really am. The further I take all of this the better it feels. And don't worry, I check in with Jesse and he is totally on board with my dominance. He actually loves it. You were right, there is a shift happening and I'm loving it.".

[jhunter]

Nice to see more. Keep up the good work.