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[jessicatheviking]

This is the start of my first story on here. I hope you like it.

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"So, there's something I want to tell you and I hope you don't think it's weird." My wife said, "Ok, what is it?". I took a deep breath, "I think muscular women are really sexy.". She kind of looked at me like, 'Ok, what's the big deal?' but then maybe realized that it was a big deal to me and was super cool about it. For quite a while that evening we talked about muscle girls and it turned out she didn't think it was weird at all. In fact, other than not wanting to look too masculine, she wanted to start lifting weights and build muscle herself.

It was so surreal. Here I had been feeling this strange guilt for liking muscle women for most of my life and in just a few minutes she had reassured me that she didn't think it was weird at all. She didn't even want me to feel guilty for it. Our conversation left me wondering where did that guilt come from? While I was still trying to wrap my head around what had happened, she was already starting to follow muscle girls on insta and tik***. It wasn't long until she would show me pictures of muscle girls and ask me, "Is that what you want me to look like?".

At this point I tried to make it clear that I didn't want her to do this just for me. She was like, "I know that, I just want to know how big you really like.". One of the first photos I showed her was a picture of Valentina Mishina's beautiful face. I asked, "Do you think she looks too masculine?". She was like, "No, she's gorgeous.". Then I showed her the rest of Valentina and she was blown away. Still, though, she was like, "She's pretty and everything but I don't think I want to be that big.". I let her know that I didn't want her to feel pressured at all, I was just trying to be honest and open about what I really liked and that I would love her no matter what size she decided to be.

[jessicatheviking]

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[bertmacklinsbrother]

I like these kinds of storylines of honesty turning into a fantasy come true.  Looking forward to more!

[jessicatheviking]

Thanks bmb! That means a lot coming from you!

Here is the next part. Hope you like it.

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After that conversation it was like a huge weight had been lifted off of me. Slowly my guilt was disappearing and was being replaced with excitement as Erika started lifting weights and building muscle. Erika is very much a 'get things done' woman and I love that about her. In a short time my wife had built a basic home gym. As a lover of learning she was also researching the best workouts and nutrition to build muscle. In the past Erika was often doubtful of herself in a lot of ways but that was gradually being replaced by a confidence and strength that I honestly found intoxicating. All of this stirred up an intense desire in me to be supportive and nurturing to her as she continued to progress. Even though I did want her to get muscular because I find that extremely sexy, more and more I found that those desires were being balanced by a deep and pure craving to simply want her to succeed at whatever she wanted to do.

In the past Erika had done all of the cooking and housework. Since she started lifting though, she simply didn't have time to do all of it anymore. It wasn't that she didn't like cooking. She actually loved it. But as she immersed herself more and more into bodybuilding she began to love it more. That combined with my increased desire to be supportive and nurturing I quickly found myself in the kitchen helping with her meal prep. Of course a twinge of guilt was still there making me feel like I was selfishly pushing her toward some vision of muscularity I had for her. But that was being overshadowed by the deep satisfaction I was having each day by helping her to pursue the goals that she had clearly taken ownership of for herself. In a relatively short period of time she had developed into a gorgeous 5'3, 120lb, lean and muscular woman.

One morning when I was in the kitchen doing meal prep she looked at me in a way I had never seen before. "Bryce.". "Yeah, babe?". "I just wanted to tell you how incredibly amazing you are and how much I appreciate you helping with meal prep and everything. I also love how supportive and nurturing you've been. It's not like you weren't in the past but something is different now. I don't know how to explain it. Maybe it's just more intense. Whatever it is it's super sexy and I feel closer to you than ever before.". Her words made my heart absolutely melt. That look in her eyes was so intense and confident and powerful. Sometimes change is scary but the changes in us lately weren't. They were incredible. I couldn't wait to see how things would continue to change for us in the future.

[jhunter]

Slow start, nice flow. Maybe a break between dialogue. Good luck on more.

[jessicatheviking]

Thanks for the feedback jhunter! I hope I can improve on my dialog skills moving forward. I also hope everyone enjoys this next part!

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The muscularity that Erika had built was simply exquisite. I was in awe of her determination and drive. She only lifted as heavy as possible for low reps. In addition she was completely committed to her diet and supplements. The result was that her muscles were well developed and she was becoming very, very strong. Even though she really wasn't that big and certainly didn't look masculine at all, she had built an impressive body. On top of that, fueled by her increased energy, mental clarity from working out, and her love of learning, she was becoming ravenous in her appetite for knowledge and strengthening her mind as well. She was even taking supplements for her brain and doing mental exercises. All of this led to her needing another outlet for the dramatically increased physical and mental energy she had. To provide at least some of that outlet, she started her own business. It wasn't long until she was able to pay a significant portion of our expenses.

I found myself totally amazed by her transformation. Helping with meal prep, housework, and anything else we needed was becoming more and more fulfilling for me. Partly because it was me that had told her that I think muscular women are sexy and she responded by lifting weights and building muscle, I had an increasingly deep desire to to become sexier for her and myself. I was starting to undergo my own transformation. One night I said, "Babe, I've been thinking that I would like to become sexier. I know that in the past I've had some insecurities about this but I think I can move past that now. Do you have any suggestions?". She smiled, "Well, I've been thinking about this for a while now. I think it would be really hot if you started some self-care like getting manicures and pedicures. What do you think?". "I think I would really like that.". She said, "Yeah?". I found myself getting really excited about it and smiled and said, "Totally!". She was like, "Ok, then what about moisturizing your skin more and maybe even getting regular spa treatments?". My excitement had only gotten more intense, "Omg, yes! Anything else?". She smiled, "Wow, I'm impressed. You really have conquered your insecurities. Well, I would love to take you shopping for some new clothes.". Deep down these were things I had wanted to do for quite some time but just didn't have the confidence. With Erika's help it wasn't long until I had gotten a full makeover and we both loved it.

Change is a strange thing. Sometimes it is so gradual it slips up on us. Sometimes it hits us all at once. For me and Erika it was a mix of both. When we walked out of the last store and my makeover was complete we both just turned and looked at each other. It was so intense and so amazing. We didn't speak a word for what seemed like forever. Then, we just smiled. Erika finally broke the silence and said, "Wow, look at us. Is this totally amazing?". I was overjoyed and said, "Yes, it's so awesome! Are you as happy with this as I think you are.". She smiled, "Definitely. You?". "Are you kidding!? My heart is about to explode out of my chest!". Another thing about change is that it never really ends. This would definitely be the case for us.

[jessicatheviking]

Hi everyone! Here is the next part. I hope you enjoy it!

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Even before she started lifting Erika's sex-drive had been much higher than mine. As she became more muscular, stronger, and her confidence grew, it increased dramatically. She became more physical, more assertive, and wanted it all the time. Honestly in the past this would have somewhat intimidated me. During our transformation though, I found myself feeling a deeper and deeper emotional connection to her during sex. There was a deep craving within me to be more submissive to her. At first it was a little intimidating but as time went on I discovered that it was actually a strength. By submitting to her I was able to become much more sensual. Exploring her exquisite muscles became intoxicating. Feeling her increasing strength. Becoming more and more aware of her needs and desires and responding to them was so incredibly satisfying. Erika was loving it too. "Bryce.". "Yeah, babe.". "I just wanted to tell you how amazing sex has been with you lately. You're so in-tune with me it is incredible. I just wanted to make sure though that you're happy with things too?". I said, "Oh my gosh, yes! I love how much more strong and confident you've become and how you've been so much more assertive.". She smiled and said, "Good, I'm glad you're so into this because there's something I think we should talk about.".

I was like, "Is everything ok?". She smiled reassuringly and said, "Everything is great. That's what I want to talk about. I love how things have changed with us since I started building muscle and I want more of that. I've hit a bit of a plateau lately but I've found some supplements and things that should help me break through that. Since they should increase my testosterone levels to help me build more muscle our changes will probably continue to go even further. I just wanted to make sure you're ok with that?". I had a huge smile and said, "I am so ok with that! I can't wait to see and feel you get bigger and stronger! I want to support you in any way I can.". She smiled, "I know you do and I'm so proud of you for finally embracing this part of your personality. It is very, very sexy.". I had a huge smile, "So I've been wanting to get into better shape. I want to start running again.". "That sounds great. The cardio will help you to keep up with me in bed as I get stronger.". It was so unbelievable to see this fantasy that I had had for so long becoming more and more of a reality all the time. Slowly any guilt I had about liking muscular women was fading away. Even better was the fact that Erika had taken full ownership of her goals and I felt like we were closer than ever.

The next several months did take our changes much further. Erika had broken through her plateau and gained 10lbs of breathtakingly gorgeous muscle. Her body was sublime. She was now at 5' 3", 130lbs of unbelievably sexy muscle. She had already grown out of some of her clothes. Her voracious appetite for learning had increased as well. She was becoming smarter and smarter everyday. Every part of her as a person had become stronger, more confident and more assertive. She had even grown her business larger and was now paying the majority of our expenses. This allowed me to be more supportive of her growth as I could spend more time taking care of the house and making sure her meal prep was keeping up with her ever increasing appetite. She was now eating more than me on a regular basis. Because of her increased mental abilities she automated much of her business so that both of us actually worked less than ever before. Since I started running again, I had dropped down to about 6', 160lbs and had much more stamina. As she became bigger and stronger I found myself voluntarily becoming even more submissive and embracing this new strength I was developing. The clarity that had developed from immersing myself more and more into the sensuality of our relationship was mind-blowing. I was becoming better and better at anticipating her needs and desires, not just during sex, but all of the time. It was so incredibly fulfilling for me. Erika was enjoying that more and more as well. All of this was furthering us on our journey to more changes ahead.

[bigjake737]

   Very well done.  KARMA!!

[jessicatheviking]

Hi everyone! Thanks so much for the compliment and karma bigjake!
Here is the next part. Hope you all enjoy!

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Things had certainly changed since Erika started lifting. She was now a very strong and muscular woman that ran her own business, paid most of our expenses, and was very intelligent. I was now doing most of the housework, getting spa treatments, getting manicures and pedicures, and dressing much sexier. I too had a strong love of learning and was reading and studying more. In bed she had become almost completely assertive and I was almost completely submissive. In just over a year things had become very different for us and we loved it. It was becoming very obvious as time went on that we both wanted to take things further. This was especially true since it had started to feel like both of us had reached another plateau. It had been a while since she had been able to grow and it was frustrating her. With all of her research she knew that it would probably be impossible to get past this plateau without taking steroids. In the past she had not wanted to do that. Now that she was more familiar and comfortable with bodybuilding she had become much more open to the idea.

"Bryce.". "Yeah, babe?". "I'm tired of being stuck at this plateau. I want to get bigger and stronger.". I smiled, "Omg, that's amazing!". She smiled and said, "I'm glad you're excited. There's something I think that we should discuss though. For me to grow more I will have to start taking steroids. Nothing too strong just maybe some anavar. I know you're familiar with all of this but I just want to make sure you're ready for the changes I'll be going through as I start cycling and that you're onboard with this.". I was overjoyed, "Absolutely! I can't wait. I want to be supportive of you and us in every way that I can.". She smiled, "You are so amazing babe and I'm so proud of you and the changes you're making. You just get sexier everyday.". That week she started her first cycle. It was incredible. All of the changes in her became more amplified and that was mirrored in myself. The intensity between us was off the charts. I wasn't living in my fantasy now. We were living in our fantasy.

Erika's growth came very quickly. She was very disciplined in her workouts and her diet. She had also mentioned how she would like for me to start working out. I did but instead of focusing on growth and strength I lifted lower weight for more reps to get more cut and defined. We both tracked our progress, including our PR's. In the next several weeks I had become leaner and slightly ripped and maintained my weight at 160lbs. Erika, though, had gained 10lbs of dense, powerful muscle. She now weighed in at 140lbs. One day she wanted to compare our PR's. She couldn't believe it. She wasn't just stronger than me, it wasn't even close. She could now bench more than I could squat. As the realization washed over us the sexual tension became completely intoxicating. She reached down, picked me up and carried me to the bed. There was no doubt. She was completely and totally in charge and I would fully submit to her. The feeling of accepting her dominance and my submission was euphoric. She owned the physicality of the moment and I owned the sensuality of it. Nothing would ever be the same again.

[jessicatheviking]

Hello! Things have been rolling along and here's the next part. I really hope you all are enjoying it!

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The whole experience was so overwhelmingly amazing that I literally broke down and cried... and cried... and cried. At first I was embarrassed. Then she took me into her gorgeous, muscular, powerful arms and held me and it became so cathartic. I had never felt so emotionally raw and vulnerable before in my life. At the same time in her strong arms I had never felt more safe and loved. With a huge smile she wiped the tears from my eyes and said, "I love you Bryce. I love you more than I ever thought possible for me to love. You're such a beautiful person.". I started to tear up again and said, "I love you too Erika. I feel the same way, I never knew it was possible to love someone this much. You are such a beautiful person too.".  We just sat there and let ourselves be in that moment for what seemed like forever.

Stepping back and looking at how we had transformed was intense. She was really muscular and far stronger than me. She ate more than twice as much as I did. Her muscles weren't the only thing that had grown over the last several weeks. With her increased energy and determination she had grown her business to the point where she was now the breadwinner. All of the housework was taken care of by me and I was completely submissive to her. I was more connected to my emotions and hers than ever before. I loved being supportive and nurturing to her. At this point she had come to not only be comfortable with her dominance but had embraced it. She was by no means a tyrant. We loved each other more than ever. Like a benevolent queen she had ascended to her throne and began to rule her domain. I enthusiastically and willingly submitted myself to her and fully embraced my sensuality.

"Bryce.". "Yes, Erika?". "There's something I want to discuss with you. What would you think of me becoming even bigger and stronger and more muscular?". I was ecstatic and said, "I think that would be amazing! Not to question you or anything but in the past you said that you didn't want to become too masculine. Not that I think you are, but did something change? You're not far from looking like that picture of Valentina Mishina I showed you when I told you I like muscular women.". She smiled, "I know. The thing is though, now there's something I want to tell you and I hope you don't think it's weird.". I smiled and said, "Ok, what is it?". She took a deep breath, "Well, I've come to realize that just because I became muscular, which some view as traditionally masculine, that doesn't mean that I'm suddenly a man. At the same time though, that's not the only thing that's become more masculine about me. I've become dominant in bed, I'm the breadwinner, and I'm primarily the decision maker in our relationship now. All things that some would view as more masculine. Like I said though, I get that that doesn't suddenly make me a man. But I also don't feel like I'm completely a woman anymore either. I think and feel very differently than I did before we started all of this. In fact I feel like the whole idea of masculine vs feminine is so frustrating. I just want to be me. Bryce, I genuinely feel that I'm non-binary now.".

[Sounder9-]

An awesome and wholesome story that has really grown on me! Nice!

[jessicatheviking]

Sounder, thanks so much for the kind words!

Everyone, here is the next part. Enjoy!

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I smiled really big and said, "Thank you for sharing that with me. I'm honestly not surprised and I fully support you and accept you. You're amazing!". She was smiling so big now, "You are so awesome! I've been trying to balance owning my truth while treasuring our relationship. I finally had to just take a leap of faith and hope that you would accept me for who I am now.". I took a deep breath, "Actually, I've been struggling with similar feelings myself. I mean, it feels to me that if you've taken on more traditionally masculine traits, I've definitely taken on more traditionally feminine ones. Just the other day when I was going to get my nails done they had some pink nail polish out on display and I just couldn't help myself, I had to try it on. I've been feeling for a while now that I too am non-binary.". She smiled, "Thank you for sharing that with me. I'm honestly not surprised either and I fully support you and accept you. You are truly awesome!". We talked for the rest of the evening. At one point she asked, "So you really tried on that pink nail polish?". I smiled and blushed, "I did.". "That is so hot and sexy. I would love to see you wear it some time.". It was so freeing to no longer have to conform to any traditional gender roles. Each of us could become whatever we wanted for ourselves and for each other. It wasn't lost on us just how rare our situation probably was. We both felt a euphoria we had never experienced before.

Now that we both identified as non-binary we began to fully embrace our identities. No longer having any reservations about becoming too masculine or about whether or not I would accept her as non-binary, Erika put all of her energy into strengthening herself mentally and getting huge. She was now taking much more powerful steroids and even some treatments she had developed herself. Her progress over the next few months was astounding. Watching her continuing transformation was so profound. It's one thing to read female muscle growth stories and to see muscular women in pictures, but for me to be able to watch the person I absolutely love the most continue to grow stronger, more muscular and more powerful every moment of every day was such a deeply soul changing experience. At this point she now weighed in at 170 lbs of gorgeously dense, powerful muscle. On her 5' 3" frame she looked enormous. The definition and the vascularity were exquisite. Even seemingly simple things like just watching her walk across the room was mesmerizing.

As for my transformation, even I was surprised at how much I had changed. After our conversation  I started out getting cute, sexy nails and wearing basic makeup. Things quickly progressed from there. I had always hated my thin lips so I got some lip fillers to make them a little more plump. My nose wasn't something I had cared for either so I got a nose job. My wardrobe became much more feminine in both styles and colors. I started growing my hair out. I went full blonde. To further embrace my feminine side I had started easing into taking testosterone blockers and estrogen. I still kept lifting and even started lifting a little heavier to increase my strength and to sculpt the new curves I was developing. I had the beginnings of a sexy booty now. The results were heavenly. I loved, loved, loved the changes and so did Erika. I was becoming so cute and sexy. It was all so much fun I even started my own insta to show off my progress. I even loved how my name would fit whether I presented as masculine or feminine. When we got dressed up and went out and she took me on her arm my euphoria was so intense it felt like my heart was going to flutter out of my chest.  Erika had always been attracted to me but now her appetite for me was absolutely ravenous and I loved submitting to her and had a deep yearning to satisfy her each and every desire which in turn satisfied mine.

[jessicatheviking]

Hey everyone! Here's the next part, hope you enjoy!

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"Bryce.". I smiled, "Yes, my queen.". "I would like to make dinner for you tomorrow night if that's ok. You work so hard and are so amazing with all of the housework, I would love to give you a little break and have an evening just for you and me.". My heart nearly leapt out of my chest, "Omg, babe yass that sounds sooo wonderful!". Tomorrow night came and Erika had made a truly perfect meal that she put so much thought and effort into. It was heavenly delicious. I couldn't help but feel my love for her grow and deepen more than ever. As we were nearing the end of our meal Erika's face became more serious. I noticed, and touching her hand said, "Babe, is everything ok?". With tears forming in her eyes she said, "It's more than ok. Everything is so wonderfully amazing with you. My heart feels like it's going to literally burst with all of the love I have for you. Because of that love though, I have to be honest with myself and with you that as I become bigger and stronger and more powerful than I've ever been...". Tears were now welling up in her eyes and running down her cheeks. "What...". Her tears now began streaming down her face. "What... what if... what if somehow I began to abuse that power and harmed you in any way?". I took her strong hand in mine and instantly connected with her rawness and vulnerability. She continued, "The pain that I would feel from knowing that I had hurt you, the person I absolutely love the most, it... it...". The full force of her tears burst forth, "It... it would absolutely destroy me.". Tears now welled up in my eyes too. Seeing her, my muscular, powerful, mighty wife bare her soul to me like this and express her deep love for me was... I'm not even sure that there are words to explain, the... wow... the feelings that that had stirred up in the deepest parts of my being. I definitely didn't have the words, so I put my arms around my unbelievably amazing wife and held her like I'd never held her before.

[GreatJustice]

Nice turn of the story - always nice to see a relationship which is warm and loving in nature!

[jessicatheviking]

GreatJustice, thanks so much for the kind words from a writer such as yourself!

Hi everyone! Here is the next part and as always, hope you enjoy it!

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That night we both went to bed early. The next morning I woke up earlier than usual. I quietly made some coffee and went out onto our front porch in my cute new pj's and wrapped up in my new fluffy pink blanket and sat down on one of our rocking chairs. As the sun was starting to come up I found myself just letting my thoughts and feelings wash over me. It was so peaceful. So sublime. The changes we had been through over the last couple of years were, well, they were nothing short of incredible. I looked at myself and loved how my long, cute nails tapped against the side of my coffee mug. My hips had gotten wider and now fit more snuggly in our rocking chairs. The breeze had made a little of my blonde bangs fall over my right eye. My hair was almost shoulder length now. And well, as I looked down at my snuggly soft, pink pj top and saw my nipples poking through, I realized that I was starting to grow... breasts. I loved all of that so, so much. At this point my thoughts couldn't help but wander to my magnificent wife. Her muscularity and her power. Her kindness and love. The way her thighs were so muscular now that it changed the way she walked across the room. And the way that she loved me... even more than she loved herself. As much as I had tried to deny it, it couldn't be avoided that there could be some truth to what she had said. Even though I absolutely trusted her with every fiber of my being, I couldn't deny the fact that all of us, no matter how pure we are, can be corrupted. But, because I also loved her even more than I loved myself and was completely convinced that we were on the right path for us, I made the decision right then and there that I would not give up. I would support her, I would support us, with absolutely everything I had. I had always had an intense admiration of the strong women in my life even as a young child. It was crystal clear to me that now was the time to look deep within myself and embrace the strength that they had inspired in me and to be the rock that my wife, that both of us, needed me to be.

[jessicatheviking]

Hello everyone! The next part is all ready. As always, hope you enjoy!

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A little later I heard Erika stirring in the house and she soon came outside to join me in our rocking chairs. It was so hot hearing the chair creak with the extra muscle weight she now carried. I had a french press full of coffee and an extra mug waiting for her. The sun was shining perfectly through the trees and the air was cool and crisp. I smiled, "Good morning, my queen.". She smiled, "Good morning, gorgeous.". I asked, "Would you like some coffee?". "Absolutely.". As I poured her cup I said, "I want to talk to you about our conversation last night.". She started to say something, but I kindly, yet firmly said, "No. You spoke last night and I listened. Now it's my turn, agreed?". She looked at me with admiration, smiled and said, "Agreed.". I smiled, acknowledging her restraint and said, "I have a question for you and I trust you that you will be totally open with me. When I was a man and you were a woman and I was stronger than you, were you ever afraid that I would harm you?". I appreciated that she took the time to give a thoughtful response as she said, "No. Even though I knew that you could and even when you were angry, I never thought that you would harm me.". I took a deep breath and smiled and said, "It means so much to me that you feel that way. Now, I want to be completely open with you as you've been with me. Since you've become the physically stronger one in our relationship, I have never once felt that you would harm me in any way. In fact...". Tears began to well up in my eyes even though I was trying to be strong and hold them back and since I was so feminine now I really didn't want my mascara to run. Omg. Thankfully, I was able to regain my composure, especially after Erika reached out and comforted me, and say, "In fact, I have never felt that I could be more loved than the way you make me feel loved. So, I'll be damned if I don't rise up and become the supportive, loving partner that you, that we need me to be. You may be physically stronger than me, but I have developed strength in other ways and I will absolutely stand by your side as you grow more and more powerful in every way.".