A Story About a Girl

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“OMFG, Jesse just went fucking blonde!!!! Fuck she’s so fucking hot!!!”.

I couldn’t believe it, Jesse James Keitel was now a fucking blonde. She’s so fucking beautiful. Ever since I saw her on the show Big Sky I just couldn’t get over her. Her confidence, poise, grace, sexiness. She’s just so incredible. I couldn’t quite figure it out but I just related to her so fucking much. I’ve always been an empath and love trying on personalities. At the time I was struggling with severe anxiety and even vertigo.

The thing that really blew me away was that when I tried on her character, Jerry’s personality from Big Sky, my anxiety and vertigo would go away. I mean, my fucking vertigo was so bad that I felt like I was going to literally fly off into outerspace, especially at night. One night it was so bad that as I was driving down the interstate I thought I was going to have to pull over because I didn’t feel safe to drive. As soon as I put on her personality though it went away.

Soon I was looking for other shows she had been in and found Miller & Son. I remember how I related to it so much. I had grown up working in a third generation family business but I had never really fit in. Seeing Jesse’s character in the show dress up as a girl really hit home with me.

Then she was on the Queer as Folk reboot and just seriously, “chef’s kiss”, so fucking divine. Almost at the same time was her role on Star Trek: Strange New Worlds. Holy shit. So fucking amazing.

I don’t know how I didn’t see it for so long but I had been experimenting with being a girl for a really long time. When I was a young teenager I had been putting balloons under my shirt to see what I would look like with breasts. My communication style has always been very feminine and I’ve always related to girls more than guys. It’s just who I am and always have been.

Then there was the time I tried on my wife’s bra, panties, shirt and jeans. I had never felt sexier in my life. I stared in the mirror and even put on a little makeup. Then I just couldn’t help myself and started jerking off. I had never even come close to cumming that fast and that hard in my life. I seriously didn’t understand why women don’t like wearing bras because I loved it.

As I listened to podcasts with Jesse in them I slowly began to realize that I, deep down, was in fact, a girl. I am a girl. It’s who I am. I don’t want to become a girl, I want my body to match who I am as a person. I just didn’t know how to make my life match my true gender.

I also love muscular women and even told my wife about my obsession. She not only wasn’t turned off by it, she embraced it and started lifting weights. She’s leaning out and becoming so fucking sexy. I’m so glad I told her but now I’m worried about dropping this bombshell on her on top of that. ‘Oh, by the way, not only do I like muscular women, I’m a woman too and want my body to match who I really am inside’. Fuck me.

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Without realizing it though, I had already begun making subtle changes that reflected my true gender. My taste in music had changed pretty dramatically. In the past I was into hardcore punk and metal and a bunch of other stuff like alt country. It’s not that I necessarily stopped liking that stuff, it's just that I found myself loving stuff like Dua Lipa and Miley Cyrus and I really related to it, like a lot.

Then there were the TV shows. I found myself loving what some would consider girlie shows like The Bold Type, Younger, How I Met Your Father and Broad City. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that guys don’t like those shows, it’s just that I had started liking and relating to them as a girl.

On top of all that my wife and I had dealt with a chronic illness for a few years that had a huge impact on our hormones. My testosterone levels were really low and my estrogen levels were elevated. Her levels were the opposite. Now that we were getting better and she was lifting and taking anavar to build muscle and lose fat, that gap had widened more and more. Her muscles were growing and so fucking sexy. She was already fairly lean and weighed about 130 lbs of gorgeous muscle. She was at that transitional stage where she was still pretty small and still fit in her clothes but was clearly now a muscular woman. My lowered testosterone and elevated estrogen produced a slight gender euphoria in me that I totally loved. I also loved that she was taking charge more and more, especially in bed.

One day we went to the new Ulta Beauty in our town to get some mascara for my wife. Her name is Jamie by the way. She used to browse more when she would go into stores but now she would just go in and get what she needed and leave. Today though, as we passed by a stand where they were giving a quick, free makeover with sample makeup I stopped and couldn’t help but check out what they were offering.

Jamie had kept walking towards the mascara section but soon noticed that I wasn’t behind her.

Coming back, she smiled as she realized that I hadn’t noticed that she was gone and said, “So, uh, do you want to try some on Alex?”.

Snapping out of my daze I said, “What?”

Jamie put her hand on my shoulder, “Seriously babe, if you want to try on the makeup, I totally support you.”.

I was honestly a little shook up and in a bit of denial and said, “What do you mean?”.

Grinning, she said, “Babe, it’s been pretty obvious for a while now.”.

Feeling really vulnerable and wanting to make sure I wasn’t misunderstanding, I said in a slightly girlier voice, “Um, what’s been obvious?”.

Coming in closer she said, “Babe, I totally love you and I totally support you on whatever choice you make. I would never push you but I will support you in every possible way. I’m sorry if I’m wrong but it’s felt pretty obvious to me for a long time now that you’re a girl. So if you want to try on the makeup I totally support you. We can even go shopping for clothes if you want but it’s totally up to you babe. I love you with all of my heart and will love you whether you are a guy or are a girl. Either way I admire you and respect you on the deepest level of my being.”.

My testosterone levels were low enough that I actually cried a lot more than a regular guy. After hearing what Jamie said I totally broke down.

In between sobs, I said, “Thank you babe. Thank you so much. After telling you that I like muscular women I thought that all of this would be too much and that maybe you would reject me.”.

She took me into her newly muscular arms and I felt so safe and loved.

“It’s ok babe, it’s ok. I’ve got you and I would never reject you. I love you and I admire your bravery. You are amazing, babe.”.

As she dried my tears I worked up the courage to say, “I want to try on the makeup and then I want to go shopping for clothes.”.

Smiling Jamie said, “I was hoping you would say that. I’m so fucking proud of you, you amazing, beautiful, gorgeous woman.”.

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I took a deep breath and looked at the girl at the makeup stand.

Launching into full girl mode I said, “Babe, can you give me my glow up and make me look gorgeous?”.

Laughing she said, “Hell yes babe, have a seat and I will glow you the fuck up!”.

Looking back at Jamie I could see how she was so proud of me and really was supporting me.

A half hour later the makeup girl held a mirror up to me. Holy hell, I was beautiful, sexy, gorgeous and felt amazing.

I had also started shaving my body hair. My whole body was now smooth and hairless. Jamie had questioned it at first but quickly told me how she loved it.

Jamie looked at me and said, “Holy shit babe, you are absolutely gorgeous.”.

Jamie then took me shopping for clothes. I was in heaven. I couldn’t stop trying on clothes, bras, panties, all of it.

A couple of hours later I came out with about 12 different cute outfits and was wearing one of them.

Jamie smiled and said, “Holy shit, I admire you so fucking much. You are gorgeous and amazing. You’re so brave. Look at you babe, you are totally beautiful”.

My gender euphoria was through the roof.

“Thank you so much baby. Thank you for supporting me and loving me through this transition.”.

Jamie smiled and said, “So I hope it’s not too soon but can I call you Lexi now?”.

Tearing up I said, “I fucking love it. That’s been my girl name for a really long time now.”.

Looking me in the eyes she said, “Lexi, I love you.”.

With tears in my eyes I said, “I love you too.”.

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Jamie was smiling from ear to ear, "So, if you want, I would love to get you a mani and a pedi and get your hair done. I’ll even get you extensions if you want".

Fully stepping into girl mode and becoming more comfortable with the voice training that I had been doing on my own, I tossed my hair back, smiled and said, “OMG!!! Hell yes babe!!!! Thank you so, so much!!!”.

I had to start fanning my eyes because they were tearing up and I didn’t want my mascara to run. It felt so amazing and I absolutely loved it. I couldn’t wait to have long sexy nails.

Jamie giggled, “You are so freaking cute! Seriously, I love seeing you embrace this. I’m so proud of you.”.

We went to the salon and they gave me long, pink nails and I went totally blonde with extensions down to my ass.

I walked out to the waiting room full of confidence and gorgeous as fuck. When Jamie saw me her jaw dropped.

“Holy shit Lexi!!! You are absolutely beautiful and so sexy!!!”.

I smiled, “Thanks babe, I feel amazing and thank you soooo much for being supportive of this.”.

She pulled me in with her muscular arm and kissed me, “Let’s go to dinner sexy.”.

After biting my lip I smiled and said, “Hell yes babe!”.

As we ate Jamie smiled and took my hand, “Baby, there’s something I want to talk to you about.”.

I was like, “Sure, what’s up?”.

She smiled, “Well, I know that you love muscle on a woman and that you’ve wanted me to get bigger. The thing is I was scared to go for it until now. You’ve inspired me. I want to get fucking huge.”.

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I gasped and giggled, “Holy shit!!! OMG babe!!!! That’s awesome!!!!”.

Fuck I love being so girly.

“How can I support you?”.

She smiled, “Well, how would you feel about helping with my meal prep?”.

I gushed, “Fucking hell yes babe!!!! I’ll do whatever you want!!!!.”.

She grinned, “I know. There is one other thing though.”.

I was like, “Oh no, what’s that babe?”.

She smiled, “The steroids I’m going to be taking are going to make me horny af. Do you think you can handle that?”.

Biting my lip I was like, “Oh, I can definitely handle that babe.”.

She smiled, “So, um, there is one other thing. Baby, how would you feel about me getting a strapon after we’re done here?”.

I totally lost my shit, “Fucking fuck yes babe!!!!!! I would absolutely love that!!!!!”.

Grinning, she said, “I thought you would but I just wanted to make sure. I think that with all of our changes we’re about to have a lot more fun!.”.

Smiling, I said, “I think so too, babe!”.

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The next day was super busy with Jamie talking to her trainer about stepping up her lifting program and getting stronger steroids and me consulting with a doctor to help me get on hrt. I couldn’t believe this was all happening and fucking loved it.

I had gotten up early and got all dressed up in one of my new cute outfits and then put on my makeup and fixed my hair. I did feel sexy but there were some waves of dysphoria that would come over me here and there. I really appreciated Jamie’s support to help me through all of this and couldn’t wait to see and feel the results from hrt.

Soon I was in the kitchen making a super fucking delicious breakfast, if I do say so myself.

As I was finishing up Jamie came in, “Holy shit babe!! What’s this all about?”.

I giggled, “What’s this all about? I’m your domestic goddess, bitch!!”.

She walked over and took me into her muscular arms, “Fuck babe, you are so incredibly fucking sexy.”.

Smiling and completely swept off my feet, “So are you baby. This feels so fucking amazing.”.

Leaning in to kiss me, “Just wait until you transition more and I grow bigger fucking muscles. It’s going to be so badass”.