Dears
I just register to tell you a dream that comes true , yet i got second thoughts
I am a big fan of muscular strong woman and i had my shares of sessions
6 month ago i meet a personal trainer that is really muscular and we both start to fall in love and i was  really happy that a dream of mine will turn to be true , after few month i realised she was much stronger than me and she starts to notice that i loved this and then everything changed dramatically when she starts to beat the shit out of  me and try to control everything in our life and when i started to complaint she mentioned that she knows i love this and she is happy that way and either we continue like this or separate .
Frankly i am happy but really scared to continue this relation as she became really demanding and a bit abusing
I am also afraid to break up with her and regret loosing my dream girl
I dont know what to do , i know many of you may envy me but it is not as lovely as you think in real life 

 Don't stay in what you consider an abusive relationship.  That's not a fantasy.

Certainly an abusive girl is far from a dreamgirl.
Strength is not only physical. Just let her know that as much as you like her being strong, you also love yourself and will not stand for that crap.

Best of luck with that, and thanks for sharing with us

Happily there is working a real bodybuilding girl,also very attractive with black hair & nice since several months in the gym as a staff member
where I?m working out

but a closer contact or even a relationship in nowhere in sight , but the outlook on a real FBB  everytime I train ,is yet a big joy for
a shmoe....you will agree...?!

unfortunately ,she isn`t working out there anymore and most of the time wearing long sweaters ,,,,
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