I have always been attracted to larger, dominating women. Not just female body builders but strong powerful women that can lift me off the ground. My wife of 10 years kind of knew this when she was dating me. I've told her stories of my ex-girlfriend from back in 2004 (see my post in the comment section on stronger girlfriend). I still don't really bring the subject up, as I am shy about talking about it an find it kind of, well, embarrassing.
I like mixed wrestling and grappling, and lift and carry sessions. Enjoy watching them on my phone. I try to keep them hidden and erase my YouTube browsing history, but she occasionally finds them and teases me about it.