Yes I know exactly how you feel. That sounds a lot like my experience. I had met her a couple years ago as well when she was more starting out. And while she beat me I at least had a chance. This time around it was pretty much devastation. At least when she really turned it on. After beating her in arm wrestling she was kind of pissed at me. And I was able to keep the wrestling close for the first 10 plus mins . But same thing... she got me in a chokehold that hurt like hell and would have ko'd me if she kept it on. Then a scissorhold next fall. Then it was just an onslaught at that point. Because beforehand we had talked about not really have any rules and just letting it flow. Well she basically made up the rule that she could ignore my taps. So for the next 10 to 15 minutes she went from various non stop scissorholds to chokes to some pretty hard ball busting and squeezing, and I was done for. I'm hard pressed to remember any other session I've ever done where it was a 15 minute stretch that was that brutal and non-stop. And I agree with you that her strength and skill is significantly better than it was a while back along with her I'm going to destroy you and make you my little bitch attitude!