2008 - 2009 - 2010
At this point I workout at a gym, I'm strong, I lift 195-200 for reps, I don't remember exactly, I gained some belly fat, nothing major, I remember being around 200 lbs.
My thirsts for strong women still exists, but they have all dried up.
You will not find natural strength like M1, M3 and "I", everyday, nor every year.
I lost contact with my uni. friends one by one.
I want a strongwoman, I look up M3 on social media, she switched from lifting, to cardio, lost all her weight, she is thin as hell, no more muscle.
M2 got sober, I met with her again, we arm wrestled, but this time, I'm benching 200 lbs, she does not do any sport, she still has that natural build, you can tell she has muscle and for a girl who doesn't workout she shouldn't look this strong.
We began arm wrestling and I slam her, we go again she uses both her hand, it was hard but I win again.
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We get to 2010, nothing no noticeable strong woman in sight.
Looking on the Internet for a girl to beat in arm wrestling, I find this website, session girls, you may or may not have heard of it.
Also, there is this new girl on it, she is all the rage, she also has a clip4sale, and there is something I like about her that the other girls on sessiongirls don't have, she is all natural, geeez, what was her name, I'm sure it will come to mind, and I'm sure no here has ever heard of her, so will call her to utterly randomly letters : K.O.
And she comes to my area, but being the idiot that I am : "No that would be cheating!" I tell myself, "I will not pay to arm wrestle, I will find a strong girl, like K.O. in real life".
And I don't contact her, .... this terribly stupid decision will come into context much later.
I switch from weightlifting to martial arts. I sign up to Jiu-Jitsu, muay thai, wrestling, at an mma gym.
I am fascinated by martial arts, I train all the time!
One girl catches my eye, and by girl, I mean behemoth of strength and power!
J!!!!!!!
She is a boxer, has been for years, about 5'5 165 lbs.
Greatest ass I've ever seen, calves the size of my head, shoulders, veins of her biceps, in fact she could be 185lbs for all I know just cuz the sheer size of her calves and ass!
She has a slight layer of fat barely noticeable, insane beauty.
She is the one to finally make me forget M2.
When she boxes, and utterly wrecks her twice bigger male opponents, I see freshwoman "I" in her, you see, while boxing, whenever her muscle bound twice her size opponents would clinch, she would fling them around like they were weightless with one arm and continued beating them!
Everyday after class she does push-ups.
One day I ask if I can join her.
She teases me, let's do 100, and she does nice pushups, perfect form, no cheating.
I get to 60 and fail.
She finishes and talk a bit, for only a minute however, "it's been a minute" she says, let's do a hundred more!
I asked her if she can do a one arm push-up, she said she never tried, but she tries it, bam, first try, one arm pushups, no problems!
I am enamored with J.
I asked her how strong she is? She said she doesn't know, but in school, she used to beat all the boys at arm wrestling even the older ones, she lies down on the gym mats, offers her arm in a challenge.
I am enamored to the point my head will explode, is this another M1!!! Can beat all the guys from school!!!
You will not like this next this part, I freeze again, the same as when I knew I was going to lose against M3 left.
I say the other fighters are watching, we can do it in private some other time.
She says ok, whenever, you'll lose!
That day never came
I promise myself I would never freeze again and a girl's arm for a match, no matter who is watching!
J soon after left the gym, I never saw her again.
But rest assured of this, she would have slammed my arm I am sure of it!
I regret this to this day.