She say she hate big muscle and Bodybuilding
Well, I'd say it's a love-hate thing, and she's always been conflicted about bodybuilding and getting super huge. She retired, came back, switched to Physique and back, then retired again… But when training for bodybuilding, she'd go through extremely brutal workouts and diets to get the look she supposedly hated. I've seen clips of her checking herself out in the mirror, in a freaky huge vascular shape, with a wholly satisfied look on her face.
It's her choice for sure, but my guess is that it's far from settled. She's still incredibly young – she could come back 20 years from today and still do major damage.